im having my miserable, stress and unhappy life since i start my practical training under front office department...
i felt like im reli useless person at thre coz dunno wat to do...
i try to help out but im reli poor in check in check out using pc system..n i oso lack of the hotel knowledge ...ability communication using english language oso very poor...
im reli feel upset when i stand in front like a statue or a vase, guest coming but nothing i can do...
i try to improve myself but wondering whre is my courage going?!
i hate myself why i cant be like others think positive, high spirit to work, overcome everything confidently...y im the one so chicken...
i try to escape everything n i try ask for transfer bck d previous department from executive trainning but din help...the answer is i still hv to face it and try overcome...
i always feel panic when facing in front of guest...i cant reli get wat their means...i donno it is becoz my english reli poor or my ear hving listening problem...when i feel nervous n panic, i cant do everything well...n i will start feel ashame of myself n even think that everyone look down on me...i start suffering stomachache...n i cant smile as usual anymore...
i realise that i din laugh from my deep heart for a long period of time already...
why it is me?why am i like tat?
n d sad story for today, im reli shock and dissapointed on one of my friend training at same department with me...the 1st time i do n fill up d checklist...no one teach and guide me...so i juz follow d sample from the previous checklist...i shouldnt sign up the signature behind but i did juz like d sample one of my colleague did before...
n the receiver said tat it is wrong...he is the one to sign it...but he said it is small matter...take easy..n my friend beside me ask me who belong that signature?!i said mine n one of other colleague,she is a partimer...n i use body language"shh..." means not to said out...but she dint...although it is juz a small case, she told d senior colleague we did wrong...instead she even told others colleague from different position...n everyone laugh at me...how come she did tat to me..OMG~~it is reli horror world...but wat can i do?i juz can be patience till i finish my training last...i will be free from all of this disguise n digusting mask...
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